With Love, Songbird

There was this party that I was longing to attend. I travel constantly without a touch, without a kiss, without a feel of warm breathe along my neckline. Anticipating this moment and being grateful that I’ve lived long enough to experience it. My dress, my hair, my makeup and all was flawless, though I seriously doubt that it has any major part in his affection. My toe hits the pavement first followed by my heel. Soon, my entire body will be within the same atmosphere as he, as him. Them, they will never understand. Even after they read these words, they will never know. I move pass the threshold. I make it known to those that want to hold deep conversation with me that I am on a mission of the heart, soul, and behold they gave me passage like the Red Sea. Lights are dim almost too dark, but even that dim darkness could not hinder my devoted soul from seeking what it truly believes it’s made for. Ha…soulmates. There, there HE was. There he was. Back turned to my direction. There he was. Alone. But not for long. I floated my way over. Me, or she inside of me who is not afraid, taking my right hand, placing it over his. Grasping! Grasping! Before he, or him inside of he who is not afraid, could look around I say in his ear in the sweet gentle voice that he and him loves to hear, “Before you turn around and we fall in love all over again know something. Know that you have stayed on my spirit stronger and longer than any music. You have taken me further than any musical notations, than any tour bus, than any crowd that carries my tunes, you have put an existing joy on display.” He and him inhaling every word. I continued to explain to him that no matter where I was, he remained in my thoughts. I explained to him that no matter who I was speaking to my heart started to pound faster and faster with the slightest thought. After explaining this to him, he took his legs from under the table and began to turn to my direction. He placed his feet firmly to the ground and stood with his limbs. This movement took about 5 seconds, his face continued to view the ground. He stood! He stood facing me directly! He looked into my eyes and I did the same. At that moment, like I had known all along, we fell in love all over again! Following this reunion of two hearts there was an embrace. He, him, Me, and she welcomed each other back while assuring that nothing, absolutely nothing has changed. Well almost nothing! Stronger! Something was stronger! I can not help but believe that all of us have allowed this to happen. We are all so happy. Even though He and Me is so reluctant to let go, him and she are so not afraid. I am so glad that we found them inside of ourselves. I am so glad that we allowed them to be free, even if sometimes we don’t! Love is so free! Love is not afraid. We found the love!